“I End to Begin” is a series of paintings and video performances expressing Mazen Khaddaj’s latest spiritual experiences.
After three years of living in Leipzig, Germany, he started shifting and reshaping his beliefs; perhaps he saw this as a way to fit in faster. Eventually, an explosion of spiritual awakening hit him, and along with it came his creations. Khaddaj became captivated by consciousness and the soul; it was so interesting for him to study his thoughts on the infinite possibilities and mystical mythologies of these notions.
The artist believes that his Druse background was a starting point for the idea and inspiration for this series. The concept of reincarnation was like a window opening new dimensions for his body, mind, and soul to travel through.
“The Pentagon” video installation includes five video performances depicting the fight between different traditions, cultures, and religions. This is the struggle of forming an identity and a belief system that feels like him wherever he lives, whether it is in Germany or in Lebanon.
“I End to Begin” is a quest for unanswered questions and an attempt to work through a wavering identity. One adventure after another, Khaddaj’s curiosity multiplies and possibilities arise.